as usual, it's one of those nights where i ought to be asleep but i'm not. no, i'm not suffering from insomnia, just a lack of feel to sleep. tired, no doubt i am, i just don't feel like sleeping yet.
the constant struggle between a new beginning and old ties is tiring. i always had difficulty letting go and moving on. the constant nagging 'what a pity..' quite literally eats me up but today i had a new thought though. if i can't do what's hard and difficult, how can i prove that this is what i really want?
for once, i'm not even gonna ask anyone on this. just decide, by me and myself.
i'm sorry but it's time i let you go. you really aren't that good for me and it's time i stopped deluding myself. good Bye. i'm gonna miss you.
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