Monday, March 30, 2015

A Tribute to Mr Lee Kuan Yew

This entry, as the title suggests, is my tribute to Mr Lee Kuan Yew. I won't be going into details of his life and all, it's well covered on the internet, in the press, textbooks, autobiographies, the number of  readings on him is just overwhelming . This will just be about his impact on me. My feelings and my thoughts.

Lee Kuan Yew 1923-2015


Let me start by saying, Thank you, Mr Lee Kuan Yew. Thank you.

Thank you for giving me the chance to worry about things like what movie to watch, what to have for dinner, should i take cab to work, should i tell the girl i adore that i liked her, what to get my parents for their birthdays, should i turn on the aircon and other million similar worries.

Thank you for giving me those worries instead of worries like where am i going to spend the night, when is my next meal, would i live to see the morning sun tomorrow?

All this is possible because you did all the worrying for my survival for me. I know i am not that special for you to specifically worry about. But because of your love for Singapore, and me being a Singaporean, by association, i got to enjoy the fruits of your labour.

I always loved you and the way you did the things which were necessary with conviction and clarity.

When Singapore started out, you were like a brother to the pioneer generation, digging it in, getting your hands dirty, striving together, fighting together.

Years passed and to the second generation, you were like a stern parent, guiding them, teaching them, showing them how things needed to be done and willing them on areas they were too young to understand or comprehend.

Even more years passed and to my generation, the third generation, you were like a patient grandparent. We were the younglings. We didn't experience or witness the hardships the previous two generations went through. You indulged our occasional whims with kindness but did not hesitate to right any issues which deeply concerned you. You realised we weren't open to too much control and adjusted your ways accordingly.

You have done so much for us and have so much for us to learn from.

From you, i learned that i must fight. Fight to defend what is dear to me. To not back down when things are bleak and seem improbable. To have a will of steel.

At the same time, you taught me to love. To be able to love a nation as deep as you did. To love a woman as much as you did. Your love with Madam Kwa Geok Choo was a beacon in a time when love is very much underrated and taken for granted. When you loved, you did not hold back. You gave your all. Your energy. Your time. Your thoughts.
Come, It's time to go.

You fought as hard as you loved. You loved with as much tenderness as the resolve you fought with.


You were worried that we wouldn't love Singapore as much as those who came before us and might forget all it took to get to where we are now. Don't worry. If there was anything to go by, this past week has shown how Singaporeans can come together, feel together and grieve together. The new generation has inherited your Will of Steel and will not forsake your life's work. We might not remember you so vividly and constantly in the days to come. But you will never be forgotten, fondly remembered and deeply appreciated.

To the Grandfather i never had the privilege of meeting in person, i won't promise to try to change the world like you did. But i will strive to make my life, the lives of people around me, the lives of fellow Singaporeans just a tad better.

Thank you for giving the opportunity to meet people on the world stage with an equal footing.


Thank you for giving the opportunity to be proficient in more than one language.

Thank you for giving the opportunity to have access to resources others can only dream of.

Thank you for giving the opportunity to be proud of being Singaporean.

Thank you for, even in your passing, your final act of uniting all Singaporeans as one people, one nation, one Singapore.

To end this tribute, this quote was one of many which struck me,


"As we acknowledge his passing, Mr Lee Kuan Yew’s given name in Chinese means 'light and brightness'. We would respectfully suggest that the world is a little less light and a little less bright after his passing."
Ms Tracey Martin, Deputy Leader of New Zealand First

"爷爷, 一路好走"

#RememberingLeeKuanYew #ThankYouSir #GoodbyeAndThankYou #人中之龙

Sunday, March 29, 2015

People will notice the change in your attitude towards them but will not notice their behaviour which made you change.

Wednesday, March 11, 2015

Loyalty is a two-way street. If i'm asking for it from you, then you're getting it from me. - Harvey Specter

Sunday, March 08, 2015

夜深人静时真的好想你。

Thursday, March 05, 2015

元宵节快乐. 元宵节 has recently became one of my favourite festivals. Simply due to how it's named.

Tuesday, March 03, 2015

Joyous music every where. Only one person in my mind. The onlY.

Monday, March 02, 2015

Riddle me this.

Jay Chou's songs have had a huge impact on chinese pop culture but the song in the previous post has an even greater impact on me. Riddle me this. WhY?

Sunday, March 01, 2015

千里之外。

Sunday, February 22, 2015

Sometimes, when i'm lost. I get reaffirmation from the least likeliest people. Thanks Cat. I will believe.

The law of attraction.

2015 - Goat vs. Ox

The year of the Goat is upon us. To be more exact, the year of the Wood Goat. As you might know, well, if you didn't already know, i was born in the year of the Ox, Wood Ox to be precise.

Being an Ox in this year of the Goat isn't exactly the best thing, according to Chinese Zodiac terms. As the Ox is the second sign, with the Goat being the eighth, Ox and Goat are directly opposite one another. Head on. Two herbivores head on could only mean one thing. Not enough food for one another.

The predictions for Ox are quite bad, the worst among all twelve signs.

Being at work for the first two days of the chinese new year. Getting injured, of sorts, and bleeding on the first day. Hearing somewhat disturbing updates on the third day. I do believe that the negative quota is up. And i will continue moving and fighting with a positive mindset. Opportunities present themselves in challenging times. So instead of viewing this year as something to beat me down with a stick, i choose to believe this instead.

Why must it be Goat vs Ox? Two herbivores. We can be good friends.

This will be a watershed year. One to elevate from being good to being great. This will be a good great year. This will be the year of the jiji.

Tuesday, February 17, 2015

And that's why..

..you're my bff.. i am very proud of you.. finding the blog and making the connection.. proud of you michelle ng chinlay! love you loads.. xoxo..

Sunday, February 01, 2015

爱得深, 爱得早, 都不如爱的时候刚刚好。这次时候对了吗?

January hasn't been out of the norm. It's the same old throughout, mostly. But the month ended on a high.

I went Into The Woods, no, WE went Into The Woods.

It has been a while since i caught a movie at Orchard Cineleisure and even longer since i had so much excitement for a movie date. We missed the beginning of the movie due to dinner. If it was up to me, i really wouldn't mind missing the entire movie either, the company was awesome.

I really enjoyed the evening and hope the same can be said for you too. And yes, i will get your screen protector up.

Into the woods and awaY!

Sunday, January 18, 2015

Just seeing a picture of you puts a smile on my face. i really wonder whY?

Saturday, January 17, 2015

3am rant.

as usual, it's one of those nights where i ought to be asleep but i'm not. no, i'm not suffering from insomnia, just a lack of feel to sleep. tired, no doubt i am, i just don't feel like sleeping yet.

the constant struggle between a new beginning and old ties is tiring. i always had difficulty letting go and moving on. the constant nagging 'what a pity..' quite literally eats me up but today i had a new thought though. if i can't do what's hard and difficult, how can i prove that this is what i really want?

for once, i'm not even gonna ask anyone on this. just decide, by me and myself.

i'm sorry but it's time i let you go. you really aren't that good for me and it's time i stopped deluding myself. good Bye. i'm gonna miss you.

Thursday, January 01, 2015

Just in. The first day of 2015 went pretty well.

A first date on the first day of the new year.

I hope this will continue to a second and a third and a fourth and a fifth...

It's incredible how comfortable and grounded it could feel, albeit the inevitable awkward moments.

Sporting and flexible. No need for fancy food and hipster cafes. Just simple and good old Bak Chor Mee and ice cream. Chatting from the coffeeshop to a neighbourhood restaurant.

 

It feels good. Real good. #TimeToStopHidingAndGetSerious ReallY.

2015

My first post of the year. Well, what can i say? Usually, it'll be some generic stuff, some new year resolution, the same old but brand new packaging. I guess i'm going to skip all that and cut to the chase.

2015. The year which i turn 30. Though i've been legal, adult and what not for a couple of years already. Turning 30 will be different and will put things into perspective. All that talk about 30 is the new 20, to me, is rubbish. 30 is 30, there's no two ways about it. It's time i start acting it.

To conclude this extremely short first post of the year, there are two directions i want to and hope to embark towards. First, i'll want to enjoy the moment, count my blessings, appreciate the people important to me more and make sure they know it. Secondly, i am going to man up, stop hiding (please insert jokes with references to me being huge and unable to hide at all), do the hard stuff, make the difficult decisions and just dig in when it gets tough.

2014 was about being #YOLO. 2015 is still about being #YOLO but with self challenging and thankful elements to it. #TimeToStopHidingAndGetSerious

That being said, jiji would like to wish one and all a very happy and fruitful 2015.