4-3-3 And 4-4-2

2 dose whu noe.. 4-3-3 ish a football formation.. 4-4-2 ish another football formation.. 4-3-3 ish a tactic whr e team deploys 4 defenders.. 3 midfielders.. 3 strikers.. dis ish a formation which emphasises quite abit on attackin as dere r 3 strikers 2 open up e defence.. midfield wise.. e midfielders muz b able 2 hold deir own.. 4-4-2 ish a tactic which deploys 4 defenders.. 4 midfielders.. 2 strikers.. e midfielders often run up 2 support e strikers in attack.. a team which plaes 4-3-3 well ish ajax.. while a team which alwaes plaes 4-4-2 ish Arsenal..
Arsenal alwaes plae 4-4-2.. e manager.. Arsene Wenger ish veri stubborn abt dat fact.. last nite when dey plaed against wigan.. im sure Arsene Wenger as usual made e team plaed 4-4-2.. but dey plaed 4-3-3.. firstli.. ljunberg seemed damm out of place on e left.. cygan plaed on e left.. wad a mistake.. cygan tot he was ashley cole.. n ran 4ward.. tinkin he was a striker.. he was constantli in front of e opponents goal post.. n when wigan attacked.. he was too slow 2 get back.. dis resulted in ljunberg.. campbell.. n toure constantli coverin his bald ass.. wad in e blue hell was he tinkin..? let ljunberg do e attack.. juz defend.. n defend properli.. kaoz.. e 2 goals which were conceeded last nite was on wigan's right.. or Arsenal's left.. whr cygan was bz attackin.. i can juz shoot dat idert.. cygan.. b thankful im not ur boss.. or u wld b out of a job..

singapore went down 2-1.. dey were leadin 1-0.. wads rong wif dem..? everithin.. tyme 2 wake up lar dey..

i juz realised dat BEYOND songz r damm nice.. too bad i dun haf e mandarin version of deir songz.. onli canto.. but canto rawks..

y..? y r pple sho rude..? sho wad if u haf bars all ard..? u nid moi help.. wakin moi up @ 4+ in e mornin n shoutin @ moi will not get anithin done 4 u.. even if i can get it done.. i wun.. either u plae nice.. or u can fly kite.. one of e best tingz pple ever said 2 moi @ 4+ on e mornin of a major xam ish.. "Don't tell me your problems, tell me your solution." juz wonderful.. n all dese when u haf a favour 2 ask of moi.. not too smart ar..

The demise of a Star

Professional wrestler and entertainer Eddie Guerrero passed away on the 14th of November 2005. He was a true technical wrestler who always brings his best to the famed square. A rare breed of entertainer, able to transmit his thoughts and emotions to the people watching him. A real gift. A real sad misfortune. What Man proposes, God disposes.

I Realised

i realised dat it feels quite good 2 b Arsene Wenger.. i realised it feels better 2 b winnin games wif Arsenal as its manager.. i realised it feels great when ure plaein Football Manager 2006.. i wan moi Bleach 57 frm Lunar.. Bleach 58 ish cumin out soon liaoz.. n its gonna b a kick ass episode.. i wan moi Bleach 57.. =P

Under Renovation

jiji ish finalli under renovation.. keep ur eyes tuned for a major overhaul..

ps. viz.. get ur wallet rdy.. no.. make it wallets..

had quite a gd chat wif mr sam 2dae.. learnt lots more abt e LMT issues.. new insights found.. real.. real.. interestin..

How bad can it get?

Question: How bad can it get when you are bored enough and have enough time to fold a paper aeroplane during a major exam?

Answer: Very bad.

pui!

wrk ish seriousli pilin up fast.. sho mani pple lookin @ moi 4 a solution.. dey.. dun tell moi ur problems.. tell moi ur solution.. im not GOD.. dun bother even tryin 2 paint moi such a beautiful picture sho dat i can solve ur little teeny weeny immature pwoblem.. u can jolly well kiss moi oversized ass.. i wanna go home @ 1700.. latest 1730.. not 1900.. im bein paid peanuts.. e cheapskate $0.50 one whole packet kind.. not ur SM Goh wife branded kind..

Te echo mucho de menos

fallen

e grt chelsea has been brought to deir knees.. e special one has fallen frm grace.. n whu do we thank 4 dis.? none other den e party poopers.. fergie n his lil o man utd..

SCREWED UP DAY

TODAY IS OFFICIALLY THE WORST DAY OF MY NATIONAL SERVICE FULLTIME LIFE.

ps. dere ish sho mani tingz which can get moi screwed mani tymes over.. n all in one dae.. arrghz.. too lazi n tired 2 tok abt it..

Irony

try dis on 4 size.. IRONY 2 e max.. i was @ e supermarket.. n i saw dis scenario.. dis mom told her 5yr old child.. cos he was makin quite a bit of noise.. "eh.. dun be CHILDISH can..? stop makin sho much noise.. ur veri CHILDISH.. do u noe dat..?" cum on man.. wad do u expect frm ur kid.. he's a 5yr old child.. its his rite 2 b CHILDISH.. oh grow up.. smart mommy.. =)

aft a long hiatus of 17 daes.. im back bloggin.. y..? e onli ting which can make moi start bloggin ish none other den ARSENAL.. yes.. lurveli ARSENAL.. dey juz won ajax 1-2 arsenal.. awae lehz.. zai rite.. n dis ish when sho mani 1st team players r down.. all da wae dudes..
aniwae.. juz sum updates 2 moi lil o lyfe.. im now a proud driver of e SINGAPORE ARMED FORCES.. well.. juz another driver.. n dis ish all thx 2 moi TP lucki charm miss chongyi.. a lucki fone kall in e nick of tyme.. maebe.. im juz saein maebe onli.. maebe i passed cos im zai oso lar.. hahaz..
im back @ seletar.. but i miss e slack sembawang lyfe.. by rite.. seletar ish better.. but u still miss sembawang.. everione feels dat wae.. i wonder y.. saw patrick 2dae @ e seletar POL pt.. gd seein him sia..
n e TERRY FOX competitive run was cancelled.. sad.. haiz.. it wld haf been fun.. @ least more fun den e fun run.. sho disorganised.. yucks..
fell sick dis 2 daes.. stomach flu n fever.. felt sho loneli.. sho sickli.. n im seriousli up 2 moi max wif miss tok.. moi maths tutor.. i seriousli m abt 2 lose moi patience wif her liaoz.. realli juz a lil more.. n i will show her e meanin of teachin..

not a veri gd wkend.. failed moi 1st TP.. sianz 1/2.. ARSENAL lost 2 boro.. 2-1.. wad e hell.. how can such a strong team lose..? dey had long periods of domination n yet dey lost.. reyes plaed well.. but not enuff lar dey.. y muz alwaes depend on henry..? n helb ish damm fast.. but e mid-field ish not winnin e ball enuff.. dey nid player of viera calibre.. dey nid a ball winner.. playmaker.. haiz.. hope dey bucked up lar.. all e big teams din win last nite.. made moi lose $$ onli.. sianz even more..
moi 1st TP down e drain.. too mani assumptions made.. guess datz not 2 b.. in lyfe n in drivin.. made wide turns.. din position vehicle properli.. cld haf caused accident.. assumed dat moi tester knew he was doin.. but he was new.. nice.. but new.. assumed dat e chief tester wld b nice 2 moi n pass moi.. sadli.. all dis assumptions din cum tru.. n caused moi quite a bit of pain.. too nervous lar.. felt gd failin.. cos i was relieved.. but sianz.. another 200 mins of drivin.. arrghz.. but glad lar.. still gort mani pple rootin 4 moi.. nxt TP shld b either tmr or tues..
im actualli signin up 4 e terry fox run.. 7.5K.. i muz b crazi.. dunno how long neber run liaoz.. n its nxt sundae.. thx lehz clayton.. thx tham.. i haf dis farnie feelin moi body ish sho gonna scream @ moi.. siaoz liaoz..
viz gif lousi advice.. period.. ee suan gif better advice.. advice which happens 2 b sho str8 2 e pt.. maebe i shld listen 2 her it.. haiz..

Unsung Heroes

der r all ard us.. e pple whu do e little tingz.. makin e big difference in our bz lives.. its dese little tingz dey do which make our lives sho much easier n more convenient.. juz 2 wks ago.. it was rainin heavili.. i was returnin frm x-country trainin.. not runnin.. but drivin.. as i was passin by dis rd.. i saw a malay auntie sweepin e rd.. it was rainin veri heavili.. she was clearin e water on e filter lane.. dis may seem a little act.. but did u noe.. mani accidents were caused when drivers turned @ high speeds n e rds were slippery.. dis auntie maybe paid 4 doin it.. but how much wld it b..? not too much i guess.. its a veri dangerous job.. if sum driver neber pay attention n sped.. it wld b a sad sad tale.. guess we shld sumtymes take out a little of our tyme 2 thk e pple doin all dis little tingz ard us..

Smokers

i made quite an interestin discovery.. when i was out travellin frm pt 2 pt.. i realised dat dere r not as mani smokers smokin in public den dere r in camp.. 4 eg.. i was @ a bus stop.. dere were lyke 20+ pple.. n dere were none whu were lit a stick.. wad r e chances dat dey r all non smokers..? not veri lykeli.. but dey r not compulsive enuff 2 lit up.. unlyke in camp.. e smokin pt ish alwaes crowded.. n pple lit up lyke xmas trees.. im not encouragin smokin.. n im definateli not a smoker.. but i juz tink army has dis subtle effect on turnin non smokers into smokers n smokers into heavy chain smokers.. sho pple abt 2 do deir NS.. better watch out 4 dis..

back.. 4 a while.. onli 2 go again.. lyke now.. sianz..

y..? y..? y..? y do i alwaes take sho long 2 update..? cannot blame mahz.. i now havin course.. stay in.. 5 n 1/2 dae wk summore.. stayin in ish sho different now.. kinda unbearable.. hahaz.. i wonder y..? maebe stay out too much liaoz.. damm.. i miss dose stayin out daes..
aniwae.. beginnin 2 njoy drivin now.. 3 tonner mahz.. quite shiok.. gifs u a LOTR feelin.. LORD OF THE ROAD.. sho big.. n deres 5 tonner summore.. which ish even bigger.. kewl.. sadli.. i failed moi HSP.. Highway Situational Problems.. e reason bein.. TAY.. i see him.. i make lotsa silly mistakes.. in e end.. failed.. sianz.. n he tok cock summore.. sae i not 'A' level.. ish ITE.. cos i failed.. n ITS THE END.. den i YMCA.. YOU MAY COME AGAIN.. wtf.. sho old liaoz.. still sho lame.. even kids lyke us dun use such jokes animore.. fail oso dun tell moi y.. seriousli owe moi an explaination lor.. @ least lemme noe wad n whr went rong.. datz damm FOS.. blardi hell.. its sho unfair on moi.. haiz.. its moi luck lar..
dis wkend.. i more or less nua @ home.. den i had a GTO marathon.. nice sia.. 30+ episodes.. damm power ar.. watched moi brains out.. y moi bleach still not out..? i wan moi bleach n naruto.. aniwae.. its bk in tyme.. sembawang here i cum..

it was a gd dinner yesterdae.. had lotsa fun.. thx joraine.. i realli nid 2 blog more.. but since tyme ish not on moi hands.. yea.. will haf 2 wait again.. reali sorrie peepz.. another wk of intensive drivin 2 go.. how i dread sundae evenins now..? n 2 all u pple out dere feelin sad.. dun b.. tmr wld b a better dae.. =)

e gd ting.. its a public holidae 2dae.. can rest..
e bad ting.. im bkin in @ 2130.. how sianz can dat get..? damm sianz.. boh pian.. on course.. stay in.. even more sianz..
e badder ting.. ish dere such a word as badder..? e ans ish yes.. cos i juz said sho.. aniwae.. ARSENAL lost to CHELSEA 2-1.. even tho dey plaed better.. nonetheless.. we shld celebrate.. lets all burn a chelsea jersey.. =)

HAPPY 40TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

lyke wad e name suggests.. happie national dae 2 one n all.. sure it'll b another grt yr.. if not.. @ least a better one.. =)

QUOTE OF THE DAY

"I do not believe in love at first sight because blind people can fall in love too."
- Aston Kutcher

Tiring

I am so very tired. I think my life is too packed. I must learn how to space it out and gain control of it. Or is my life too slack in the first place? With all the activities now, I seem to be caving in to the pressue. Meeting with too many friends? Not used to starting to really study intensely? Not used to staying in and leading a BMT similar life? Missing my XBOX and my regular gaming sessions? Someone enlighten me please. Teach me how to recharge my batteries. Teach me how to get the feeling of taking on the whole world again. I think. Someone just throw me my fully modified XBOX. =)

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY JUNMING!!!

mr lian.. 3SG lian.. ming.. moi bestest bud 4 mani mani donkey yrs.. u're 20 liaoz.. a veri happie 20th bdae 2 u.. velcum 2 da club.. da sae gd buai 2 teens n elloz im 20 club.. all da best dude.. may u survive mani mani yrs of moi bitchin 2 cum.. stay happie.. n as alwaes.. when r u gonna get a gurl..? go 4 e condo gal lar.. she rocks.. dun be choosy lar.. n stop bein such a mean bitch.. once again.. happie 20th bdae..

again..

VINCENT TAN... again.. its u.. its alwaes u.. u're alwaes e one whu get moi 2 do sumthin stoopid.. one short fone kall frm u.. n u juz hafta put e stoopid idea in moi head.. all over again.. now dat i've tried.. i haf proven dat i was correct in 1st place.. once again.. i haf proven wad i noe 2 b tru n feel lyke crap all over again.. vincent ar vincent.. wad more can i sae..?

QUOTE OF THE DAY

"Am I not destroying my enemies when I make friends of them?"
- Abraham Lincoln

ps. dis ish quite a gd n interestin quote.. e wae whr e same expected outcome can be extracted with a veri different.. radical.. safe.. n totalli cost effective method.. =)

datz a veri gd oldie.. dey juz dun rite songz lyke dey used 2.. hahaz.. n 2 tink i heard e song on a super duper lame show.. "The Drew Carey Show".. tho i still tink its dumb n retarded.. its actualli quite farnie.. @ tymes..

L.O.V.E by Natalie Cole

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can love

It's all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart but please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

Movie Quote Of The Day

"You know when you close your eyes and wish for something really hard? God is the guy that ignores you."
- McCord (The Island)

ps. dis ish sumthin new which i feel lyke startin.. interestin quotes frm interestin movies.. dis quote.. how adequately put.. im sure dis ish gonna get controversial.. how veri fun.. =)

QUOTE OF THE DAY

"Carpe diem, Carpe noctum, for the age of jiji has arrived."
- jiji

deres sho mani pple out dere watchin anime.. esp.. bleach n naruto.. kewl.. im not alone.. hahaz.. =)

i juz realised deres dis guy frm moi camp whu stays in moi block.. he stays on e 3rd floor.. n moi on e 5th.. how coincident..? hahaz.. kewl..

tirin ar.. mentalli drainin.. when u realli haf nuthin 2 do.. im quite amazed wif e amt of paper wrk a driver has 2 do.. i miss e daes when all a driver does is drive.. dey shld juz keep tingz simple.. n jiji frenli..

tyme ish flyin by sho sho sho fast.. days r crawlin.. yrs r flyin.. how ironic.. aniwae.. i realised in all e different periods of our lyfe.. we meet different kinds of pple.. yes.. i noe its abit redundant saein dat.. but everione teaches us sumthin.. sum teach us more den others.. others affect us more den sum.. in turn.. we repeat dis 2 e pple ard us too.. its a process which happens all da tyme.. sumtymes.. it mae juz take a mere aquaintance 2 push u in e direction which ur lyfe shld haf taken a long long tyme ago.. sumtymes.. juz maebe..

One Word

Many
Bored
Copy
Fun
Pointless
Sentences
Words
Interesting
Thinking

maebe i dunno how 2 do dis.. maebe i can do it dis wae..

My
Turn
For
A
One
Word
Post
?
What
The
Fark
Is
Up
With
This
?

well.. if it killed u while u were readin it.. it certainli killed moi.. as i was blog surfin.. i realised.. dat its not a few pple whu ish doin dis.. n its a hell lot of pple.. lyke almost everi other blog ish doin it.. wtf sia.. tirin lehz.. readin sho mani blogs wif one word replacin one sentence.. dun anione use sentences animore..?

QUOTE OF THE DAY

"Dreams come true, without that possiblity, Nature would not incite us to have them."
- John Updike

Disoriented

Just as the title suggested, I have been feeling rather disoriented today. For what reason, I am clueless, but I was hit with bouts of sadness throughout the day. It is supposed to be common as I am supposed to be always wallowing in self pity, but the feelings I had today are familiar yet totally new. It was like I was slowly slipping into depression and at the last moment I am thrown a lifesaver, before the whole process repeats itself. The pain and the feelings of loss are quite apparent today. It is like trying to finish a jigsaw puzzle only to realise the important pieces are missing. It is also similar to finding urself using you used a wrong codebreaker for a code which you took one lifetime to break. The sadness and disappointment is overwhealming. All I can hope for is a better day. Tommorow.

its actualli been quite a gd wkend.. tho i missed e wkli fri dinner.. due 2 sum sucki duty.. e 2 gatherins over e wkend was real gd.. its been a damm long tyme since i see mani of dem.. realli grt catchin up wif each other.. n its kewl 2 see dat all of us r totalli different.. n yet e same.. e food @ both places were alrite lar.. as usual.. viz gort his new hp.. SE K750i.. but datz aft makin us run rnd lyke sum fools.. damm sianz.. rnd n rnd e merry go rnd..
saw benedict.. e CJ soccer vice cap.. in camp.. PC of i tink 35 SCE ar.. hahaz.. was a damm fun exp.. while other pple were grtin him n trtin him lyke royalty.. we were actualli goofin ard a little n did a little catchin up.. saw juncheng too.. e canoein cap.. spec @ hq sce.. he look damm sianz.. but sho mani pple rnd moi doin sho well.. nice.. was chattin wif gladys online.. n she said she lurved e seletar camp area.. veri close 2 nature.. n she lurved goin 4 runs in her NDU shirt.. damm.. i missed a real hot gal joggin ard in camp.. wasted.. but realli hope 2 see her back in sg soon..

Catholic Junior College T29 Class Gathering (2002-2003)

Venue: Heeren Marche
Activity: Lunch
Date: 03072005
Day: Sunday
Meeting Time: 1400
Meeting Place: Heeren Marche

For all who are able to make the meeting time and place, please meet there as follows.

Victoria School National Cadet Corp Sea Gathering (1998-2001)

Venue: Kuishinbo
Activity: Lunch
Date: 02072005
Day: Saturday
Meeting Time: 1100
Meeting Place: City Hall MRT Station Control

For all who are able to make the meeting time and place, please meet there as follows.

hmmz.. juz a quick update on moi lyfe.. been relocated 2 seletar camp.. whr i most probably wld spend e rest of moi NS lyfe here.. dis place ish quite screwed up lar.. old n abandoned buildings everiwhr.. everi other rm or buildin ish haunted.. moi wrkplace sho far e bus stop.. e cookhse food sucks.. etc etc etc.. quite jialatz.. but on e other hand.. it aint all bad.. e pple ish quite nice.. frenli.. lame.. n all.. e lyfe here ish slack.. nuthin much 2 do.. can slp n slp n slp.. occasionalli do sum saikang.. its near moi hse.. cab fare onli abt 4 bucks.. short bus ride home.. damm slack superiors.. its quite a beautiful place cept 4 its not sho beautiful surroundins..
met quite alot of pple here sia.. hahaz.. 1st.. moi pri skl mate.. cai zhiqin.. he's wrkin wif moi @ ETC.. dis guy.. err.. nuthin much 2 sae.. juz dat he's of e last few pple i wanna wrk wif.. not cos hes an ass.. but juz.. if u noe him.. u oso dunno wad 2 sae.. 2nd.. moi shifu.. lin anhong.. moi council mate in 28th sc.. promo dept.. he's @ armceq.. alwaes see him in e mornin on mon.. weds.. fri.. 4 lyfe run.. occasionalli in e cookhse.. 3rd.. tan pohsiang.. one of moi best frenz frm childhood.. @ 35 SCE alpha coy.. he sounds damm sianz.. n he keep saein dat lyfe as a spec dere ish not as gd as a driver.. rite.. 4th.. han xiaochuan.. moi cj t29 klassmate.. poor guy.. @ 39 SCE.. stay in.. whole dae sae e 39 now damm nice.. blah blah blah.. wld b spendin quite alot of tyme wif him in e future.. cos wld b attached 2 help out @ 39.. den.. wld most prob hafta stayin too.. how e sho sianz.. 5th.. jeremy.. i 4gort his full name oso.. hahaz.. moi VS 1I klassmate.. damm stunned 2 see him.. he lost hell lot of wt.. sho envious.. arrghz.. n he keep askin moi 2 join e badminton team n plae 4 formation.. wadever dat ish.. rite.. moi.. plaein badminton.. im sure.. soon.. i'll b under e tutelage of ronald susilo.. n i'll b representin singapore in athens 2008.. 6th.. sam.. oso 4gort his full name.. cj odac.. saw him doin COS.. tink i'll b seein him lots more..
as u can see.. moi rather short stay here has been rather interestin.. lets hope it stays dis wae.. =)

VIZ.. its all ur fault.. all e tok wif u last nite.. made moi wake up wif a low batt hp.. cos i 4gort 2 charge.. ahahaz.. aniwae.. had a veri perculiar dream last nite.. dreamt of interestin pple.. =)

my oh my.. y izzit dat i alwaes m not able 2 blog on a much more regular basis..? maebe deres realli nuthin much 4 moi 2 rite abt.. sianz.. wad can i sae..? lyfes a bitch.. n im on e receivin end.. huat ar~ aniwae.. moi keyboard ish screwed up.. even tho its e new one i bought.. muz b e driver.. i muz get e driver issue resolved.. n e spacebar makes a veri irritatin sound whenever i hit it.. which ish sho veri often.. irritatin 2 e max.. arrghz..

The Long Awaited Post

hiz.. a veri warm welcome 2 all moi jiji-holics.. im back.. how can i not cum back..? i haf sho mani jiji-holics out dere waitin 4 moi.. e thunderous chantin of moi name haf brought moi back 2 dis veri realm.. THE REALM OF jiji...
aft a veri veri long hiatus.. y..? lazi mahz.. oso nuthin much 2 tok abt.. esp b4 dis.. it was juz all full of sum screwed up organisation which u see everione mentionin.. aniwae.. juz sum updates..
urs truly haf completed BMTC.. left e veri beautiful island of PULAU TEKONG.. yes.. jiji ish now a private.. kewl rite.. not dat nice soundin.. but its an improvement nonetheless..
urs truly ish now 20.. tho jiji's bdae was wae back.. yes.. he ish 20.. he wld lyke 2 thank all e peepz wif deir wishins.. blessins.. n gifts.. it has been truli appreciated..
urs truly haf went 2 genting.. kl.. n back.. it was fun.. rather eye openin 4 moi.. shall go into details soon.. maebe.. maebe not..
urs truly haf been posted 2 NEE SOON CAMP.. 2 b a DRIVER.. how sianz.. i wanted 2 b a clerk.. yes.. im gonna learn DRIVING.. haiz.. i rather b driven ard.. oops.. =)

The Jedi Code

There is no emotion, there is peace.
There is no ignorance, there is knowledge.
There is no passion, there is serenity.
There is no chaos, there is harmony.
There is no death, there is the Force.

The Sith Code

Peace is a lie, there is only passion.
Through passion, I gain strength.
Through strength, I gain power.
Through power, I gain victory.
Through victory, my chains are broken.
The Force shall free me.

its e tyme of e wk again.. moi now pathetic wkli blog.. n yes.. its a sundae aftnoon.. rite b4 i bk in.. n y ish dat sho..? bk out too short.. tyme flies by.. b4 i noe it.. its sundae aftnoon.. well.. its nearli 20 wks since im a chao recruit.. onli 6 more wks 2 go.. song boh.. pure madness.. coopin up in dere ish crazi.. aniwae.. arsenal kicked blackburn's sorrie ass 3-0.. dose pitiful souls.. plae sho rough.. still lose.. pwoblem.. lyke wad dey sae.. form ish temporary.. klass ish permanent.. i guess i hafta start exhibitin such characteristics once again..

QUOTE OF THE MILLENIUM
"I am not slack. I only make it look easy"
- Ho Zijie

how stoopid can one get.? how garang can one get.? how FOS can one get.? how much shit can one get moi in.? how much backstabbin can one hand moi.? how much politics can one throw in moi face.? how much bullshittin can one take.? how much unsupported lies n boastin can one throw out.? how much patience can one take.? moi patience.. ish seriousli runnin thin.. b4 i brk its neck.. it better stop.. or it'll wish it was neber born.. but cum 2 tink of it.. its not worth it.. i'll juz watch its sorrie existence n hand moiself a gd laf.. it'll b a gd wk.. lafin @ it.. i cant even b bothered 2 name it.. its juz sho.. it.. =)

QUOTE OF THE DAY
"A scalded dog thinks cold water hot."
- Italian Proverb

good daes vs bad daes..
a gd dae.. u wake up in ur own bed.. @ home.. @ e tyme u wan.. most probably aft 0530.. brkfast ish a hop awae n not a march.. u see pple u lyke.. pple whu haf been livin wif u 4 e whole of ur lyfe.. ur fav soccer team won.. n ur not sho fav soccer team lost.. dis ish a gd dae..
a bad dae.. u wake up in ur bed.. not ur own.. but e one in camp.. @ 0500.. lookin @ pple u haf been livin wif n seein 4 e past 4 mths.. sum nice.. sum nicer dead.. brkfast ish a 5BX, a march n a water parade awae.. n u haf no soccer results which ur concerned abt 2 wake up 2..
2dae ish a gd dae.. i woke up in moi own bed.. tho its b4 0530 by a long shot.. it was moi choice.. brkfast.. or food was not too far awae.. n i see moi bro gettin in bed.. a person whu i haf been seein 4 e longest tyme i can remember.. arsenal won.. man u lost.. chelsea drew.. shiok.. dis ish a gd dae.. a veri gd dae indeed..
as 4 a bad dae.. i tink tmr has a high chance bein one.. pray 4 moi..

long long tyme.. long long tyme since i last blogged.. guess its been more den a mth or sho.. din realli haf ani inspiration or tots 2 blogged tho.. 8 more wks 2 POP.. its been a long long 18 wks.. 18 wks of BMT lehz.. blardy tirin.. dun even noe wad we're doin it 4.. 26 wks of tekong 2 b a priv.. sianz.. tell moi abt it mah.. 26 wks.. its more den ASLC n BSLC added 2gether.. 26 wks.. its 3/5 of OCS.. sho long.. sho much trainin 2 b a priv.. ironic man.. aft POP.. most prob kena posted 2 sum cha cha unit summore.. waste tyme.. waste sho much tyme.. haiz.. muz b e island n e inefficiency of r whole screwed up system.. WTH man.. realli WTH.. almost tyme 2 bk in.. aft dis bk in.. guess its another 6 more 2 go..?? bk outs r precious.. well.. kinda precious.. its sho short.. u can hardli feel it.. until nxt wk.. adios..

its been a relativeli quiet wkend i guess.. din realli do much.. coughin n havin a blocked nose most of e tyme.. which ish blardy irritatin.. dis flu ish makin moi blardy weak.. guess i muz put a stop 2 it soon..pple haf been tellin moi dat u can onli see a persons character when he ish tired n ish still doin shitloads of wrk.. onli den can u tell his tru character.. actualli.. i do noe dat.. but it seemed all sho tru once more.. juz in a few hrs.. considerin dat pple in moi platoon ish supposed 2 b relativeli weak.. e 3k route march seemed lyke hell 2 most of dem.. tho i still felt dat it was quite lite.. but cld haf been better if i was wifout e flu n cough.. well.. datz not e pt.. as i was saein.. durin e route march n rite aft.. tempers were flarin n dere were mani near fights.. haiz.. cld realli seperate out e gd frm e bad real easili.. as u pple wld noe.. i dun flare up.. @ least not 2 pt whr im destructive lar.. but moi tolerance lvl ish seriousli bein tested.. n dis ish bad.. all dis ish due 2 sum nonsensical shitty behaviour of sum totalli stoopid oxymoron.. sum of u may noe wad im referin 2.. but nonetheless.. im a man of grt patience n tolerance.. sho i shall prevail.. n not brk e iderts neck.. until den.. lets hope dis bk in ish a gd one.. =)

its been quite a while since i blogged.. n a couple of tingz happened while im awae.. mainli e chinese new yr.. song boh.. long long wkend.. quite shiok lar.. CNY was alrite.. but wished i had more tyme.. had 2 pangseh pple here n dere cos of not enuff tyme.. sianz 1/2.. relatives r sho.. relatives.. waste of tyme n energy.. gort a new hdd n headfones.. quite shiok.. but dun seem 2 b able 2 locate e data of moi old hdd.. sianz.. CNY ish well officialli over.. @ least in e wrkin sense.. no more hols liaoz.. back 2 moi sad old lyfe.. kaoz.. sianz�..

gonna bk in liaoz.. pasir ris mrt interchange.. 1815.. e wkend realli flew.. fast sia.. another wk of feelin lyke e property of SAF.. 2dae ish OCS Commissionin.. i haf sho mani frenz gettin commissioned.. realli hope 2 go 4 e parades lor.. see all moi buddies frm all walks of lyfe take deir 1st steps as an officier.. sadli.. gotta bk in.. cannot go.. n PC dun wanna gimme off.. haiz.. guyz.. realli all da best 4 ur commissionin.. haf lotsa fun.. u guys deserve it.. aft all e shit u all been tru.. treasure da moment.. it onli cums once.. haiz.. dun tink i'll ever get e chance 2 experience it.. few of moi NS buddies encourage moi 2 attend moi own commissionin.. haiz.. hard lar.. realli hard lar.. sho.. savour e moment pple.. POP lohz.. =)

juz realised dat 2005 ish e yr i turn 20.. along wif all e 1985 kids.. or adults rather.. e 1st yr our age hits a big 2.. datz sho surreal.. old liaoz.. matured liaoz.. more responsibilities liaoz.. its quite an overwhealmin feelin.. was tokin 2 a few pple.. n dey share moi sentiments.. tingz r happenin @ a rather fast pace.. but wad 2 do..?? tyme pass fast.. tingz happen even faster.. sum pple hope 2 turn back tyme.. others 4 it 2 stop totalli.. but 4 moi.. i juz hope tyme gif us juz a moment 2 catch our breaths n take in all e beautiful tingz which surronds us.. let us juz b a wee more appreciative.. age 20.. here we cum.. =)

well.. it was a relativeli alrite wkend.. bked out on thurs.. went 4 dim sum buffet wif section mates on thurs.. aft dat went 2 joey's place.. plaed XBOX n gambled.. n i conclude.. i seriousli dislyke gamblin.. yuck~ went out wif juliana on fri.. passed her her gifts oso.. saw shuzhen @ tampines mrt.. too bad she din see moi.. but she realli look damm different liaoz.. more chio too.. =P had aijisen ramen 4 lunch.. alrite lar.. not too bad.. but not exceptionalli nice either.. caught elektra.. oso another okae movie.. not much storyline.. oso dunno wad m i watchin 4.. supposed 2 watched alfie.. but changed our minds @ e last moment.. alfie cld haf been a better choice.. a less waste of tyme.. as 4 yesterdae.. went out wif ming n marcos.. even tho supposed 2 meet TPS.. whu pangseh @ e last moment.. accompanied ming shoppin.. den went 4 LAN n XBOX.. gamin siaoz.. dinner @ PS foodcourt.. e indon grilled rice ish still as power as ever.. bagus.. went home 2gether wif ming.. supposed 2 share cab @ hougang station.. but saw moi bus.. den ming asked moi 2 catch moi bus n he take cab home alone.. sorriez dude.. marcos seemed more or less e same.. but a bit more matured lar.. abit.. abit onli.. viz kalled moi last nite.. soundin damm damm damm blardy sianz.. dun sianz lar.. u in thailand lehz.. home of e trans.. njoy man.. dude.. stay alive.. btw.. viz sends his regards 2 everione..

guess its been hell long since i last realli blogged... yes... i do noe dat... i do noe all u jijiholics out dere miss moi sho... dun worrie lar... i wun stop bloggin lar... @ least not yet... but even if i do... u cant do anithin abt it... =)

its been quite a while... i haben realli gort e tyme 2 blog... sadli... tyme seems sho precious... considerin e tyme i haf outside camp alwaes seem 2 fly... well dis wk i had a lot of 1st... moi 1st rifle presentation... 1st xtra... 1st guard duty... 1st tekong nite sky... 1st tekong sunset... n sadli... 1st buddy OOC... @ e rifle presentation ceremony... dere was a fleetin tot... a fleetin tot of purpose of y in e blue hell m i doin such shit... n it felt gd... 1st xtra n guard duty... cos of one small pack of sweets... rather interstin... tirin do guard duty... but sumwad fun... as 4 e sunset n nite sky in tekong... its va va voom... hell nice... n blardy gd... buddy gort OOC... cos of his knee... sadli... haiz... dunno y... seem 2 b havin clashes wif moi PC lyke no ones business... muz seriousli get out of e radar... datz it 4 NS...

all of a sudden... dere seems 2 b a sad wave hittin a lot of pple ard moi... haiz... dun sad lar pple... as i alwaes sae... tingz can onli get better... hard not 2 b sad when everithin ish shitty... but still... deres moi... anithin... juz drop moi an sms or kall lar... sho sad 2 see sho mani pple ard moi sad... =(

its been quite a while since i blogged... its AD. 2005 now... not realli excited... abit sianz.. tink i can use e word jaded... gonna bk in liaoz... e new yr dae which juz passed was alrite... quite similar 2 xmas... e feelin... sianz... not happie... dunno whether its NS or maebe cos its e last 2 hols of e yr when im 19... 2005... 20... older... more sianz... more tingz 2 do... dennis gary dey all... gonna get comissioned in 22 daes tyme... while ariel dey all gonna get deirs in april... moi...?? pop onli... n its in june... sianz lar... still dunno wad kind of role shld i assume... but @ least dis wkend not too bad... get 2 see lotsa pple... e council pple... t29 pple... sum vs kias... haiz... i'll juz live wif lyfe... wld update more e nxt tyme... anithin juz drop moi a msg...

tyme 2 book in... it was an alrite xmas dis yr... not too bad... but cld haf been better... if i was not sick... tymes runnin out... wld update more... soon... sianz... BOOK IN loh...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! may all ur dreams n wishes cum tru... n b gd... cos SANTA is watchin... =)

i juz went 2 e MIW webbie... n i saw... moi projected ORD date ish 071206... 4 u guyz whu noe wad dose nos means... gd 4 u... but 2 e rest... it means im gonna b a SAF property until e 7th of December 2006... n i still gort 723 more daes 2 go... sianz diaoz...

wad in e blue hell m i doin up sho earli in e mornin...?? guess its army lar... i automatic woke up @ 5... even when i oreadi book out... nnbccb... moi 1st book out... well... interestin lar... army ish alrite... @ least 4 now... sibei sianz... chao recruit... 6 mths more 2 POP... rite... too far 2 even look @ it... lookin @ e nxt book out liaoz... had dinner @ sizzler wif han... shuyi... viz... clay n soph... thx guyz... hafd 2 rush frm pt 2 pt in a cab... make moi feel farkin broke... considerin dat moi allowance wld b lyke 350... 4 a blardy long tyme... nnbccb... arrghz... tink i'll LPPL 4 now... maebe post more later... =P

The Singapore Armed Forces Seven Core Values

Loyalty to country,
Leadership,
Discipline,
Professionalism,
Fighting spirit,
Ethics,
Care for soldiers.

hahahaz... song boh... ARSENAL TRASHED ROSENBORG... 5-1... din managed 2 katch e match... fell aslp... but woke up 2 a beautiful beautiful result... alumina made another mistake... poor kid... but he'll improve... whuever it may b on sat... alumnia or lehmann... gif chelsea a gd fight... n dey lost... hahaz... 2 porto... poor mourinho... awww... well... e heroes were Jose Antonio Reyes (3)... Thierry Henry (24)... Francesc Fabregas (29)... Robert Pires (pen 41)... Robin Van Persie (84)... kudos lar dey... rawk on ARSENAL...

finalli went 2 beach rd yesterdae... wif viz... bought sum of moi NS stuff... aft dat went 2 TC... 2 help serene get a job... but apparentli... difficult lar... aft dat was FIFA 2005... hahaz... viz ar... train lar ar... had dinner wif tham... clay... viz... @ taka... sanuar restraunt... dun realli lyke e food... veri farnie... dun lyke e service more... damm screwed up... aft dinner... headed 2 indochine 2 chill... had a strawberry magarita... not too bad @ all... viz went toilet... found e interior of e place kewl... i went 2 check it out... realli damm power... shld haf sat dere instead... left 4 home abt 11... tyme left 2 NS changed frm daes 2 hrs... soon... it'll b mins... datz how sianz i m...

its mon... its less den 48 hrs 2 weds... shiok... tyme 2 go 2 hell... n survive... spoke 2 boon... gained lotsa lotsa insight... damm... im rdy...

had dinner @ marina... kenny rogers... wif han... kok... viz... shuyi... jeff n missus made a brief appearance... dat stoopid bugger... pangseh moi 4 charbor... u gd... but i nice... ur 4given... caught shutter... hahaz... not realli dat scari... sorrie lar han... u din succeed... but its ur fault lor... u keep saein non stop action... e real scari part not over yet... cannot blame moi 4 anticipatin mahz... not moi fault dat i anticipate sho well... u oso noe i cannot take horror... sorrie lar... aft dat came 2 moi place 4 mahjong... @ least its supposed 2 b mahjong... but soon dey gort aquainted 2 moi xbox... n it was neberendin... made moi miss moi hunter x hunter summore... WTH...i seriousli tink i nid 2 get moiself a VCR... i wanna record moi shows... arrghz...
@ least sumthin gd happened dis wkend... arsenal trashed charlton... 3-0... keep it up guyz... muz go 4 it nxt wkend... hang e trashin chelsea deserves... wipe dat smile off mourinhos screwed up face... get him sacked... even tho cannot watch u all plae... im 100 n 1 percent behind u all... GO ARSENAL!!!

damm sianz... e daes r gettin lesser... seconds r slippin awae... aniwae... on thurs... spent sum quality tyme wif moi laobu... its been quite a while since i did anithin lyke dis... i went 4 moi SGH medicial appointment... seems lyke everithin ish gettin better... gd lar... but moi nxt appointment ish e veri nxt dae aft i enlist... song boh... b4 moi 1st bookout... i oreadi haf one tyme off...
aft SGH... we headed 2 tiong bahru market... e food dere... power lar... e pig innards porridge... chee kuey... char kway teow... e tiong bahru pau... which ish supposedli owned by qianyi's dad... n e famous fishball stall... in fact all of dem r famous... its sho blardy gd...
aft e gd hrty meal... went 2 DFS... gort sum stuff... sum gifts n all oso... aft dat was 2 carrefour @ PS... chiong all e neccesities n everithin...
yesterdae... met sweet @ hrtland mall 4 lunch... moi pre-NS meal... gd meetin up n her n talkin... aft lunch... moi fav CY joined us... went 2 hougang pt 4 coffee... had another gd long talk... he lemme haf a new definition 2 mee kia... a loser... hahaz... but dude... take care of urself... everithin juz b careful...

went back 2 TC 2 look see look see abit... sae moi gd buaiz... realli lurve dat place sia... e pple dere r nice... veri veri nice... aniwae... i juz managed 2 fix moi com... went cranky on moi... sibei sianz... cld not get windows in order... den when i finalli did... moi modem bailed out on moi... n com... if ur readin dis now... u better get ur act 2gether... if not... i sure upgrade u... u haf been warned...
sg idol was interstin... well... i realli din expect 2 post abt dis competition... @ least not in a million yrs... gurmit tok 2 much cock lar... quite irritatin... aniwae... taufik won... sly lost... awww~ sad~... doesnt realli matter lar... whuever go 2 world idol oso wld get deir ass whooped n handed back 2 dem on a silver platter...
arsenal ar arsenal... haiz... another defeat... 1-0... carling cup... old trafford... sianz... realli tot e kids wld do better... but moi faith in u ish rock solid...
i wanna plae game... i wanna plae msn games... sho fun... hahahaz... n real sorrie... moi com bailed out on moi... was lookin 4ward 2 salvage sum of moi pride since e last trashin u handed moi... =)

its been a tad long tyme since i last updated... well wads generalli impt in moi lyfe... A's 2004 ish over 4 moi... its over... finished... gone... screwed... wadever... A's 2005... here i cum... but juz a gentle reminded... A's 2005 most prob wld b e last CAMBRIDGE xam... aft dat wld b deir fav rival... OXFORD... sho veri da kewl rite... i noe... i tot sho too...

remember moi bitchin abt moi NS enlistment letter...?? well i gort it... on the 26TH NOVEMBER 2004... along wif it... i gort a 11 day notice dat i wld be enlisted on 8TH DECEMBER 2004 @ 1545HRS... remember e date n tyme... remember it hard... datz e dae i bcum a NSF... lose moi freedom... bcum stoopid... blah blah blah... not 2 mention e 6.5 mths BMT... aint lyfe juz beautiful... smell e roses brudder... well... i noe im more or less rdy 4 it... juz nid 2 bitch... well... im da bitch rite... wad e hell else do u expect frm moi...?? a baby...?? kalled most of moi buddies... e moment dey heard abt it... dey burst out laffin... u all gd... u all veri gd... gei wo ji zhu...

nxt on e list... ARSENAL... damm sad dat dey lost 2-1 awae to LIVERPOOL @ ANFIELD... sad... veri sad... hope dey realli can buck up... if not... can kiss e title gd buai 2 CHELSEA... realli hope dey kick CHELSEA's ass soon... realli hope 2 catch it... pity im in camp... damm it feels wierd saein dat 4 e 1st tyme... grrrr...

n to top it off... i hafin a cyst inflammation... on moi arm... juz 2 rub it all in... nabei... hafta visit SGH n all summore... mafan... wastin moi last few daes as an NS innocent civillian...

met up wif TPS... ming... wenq... on sundae... went 2 NYDC 4 lunch... gd seein dem... i juz lurve e baked rice dere... n e desert... juz power lar... aniwae... had 2 nice chat abt wads cummin up in lyfe... dey more or less conclude dat im rdy 4 it... n datz wad i nid... i guess its tyme 4 another change in lyfe... hope its juz lyke NCC... or rather... prolonged NCC... dis all happened wif e repeated reminders frm wenq 2 downgrade... i'll seriousli gif it a tot man... den again... maebe not... im dere 4 a reason... sho as 2 ensure dat u pple will slp soundli @ nite... damm im gd...

well... its abt 7 daes left... sianz...

A's ish a horrifyin experience... maths ish gone case... period... 'A' LEVELS 2005 HERE I COME!!!

juz a note... part of t29... mainli e guys wld b meetin up tmr... sommerset mrt... 1500hr... dat ish all...

chem prac yesterdae was alrite lar... saw wenqing dere... quite surprised... gd 2 see him... den tok cock... helped moi wif moi revision too... damm thankful sia... apparatus was screwed up... CJ equipment can trash dem anityme manz... haiz... was havin a damm headache truout... irritain... aft dat was supposed 2 head 2 AMK 2 meet viz n kok... but feelin damm jialat... went 2 hrtland mall... caught sum food wif ming n wenqing... look see look see... den zao... hahaz... managed 2 get student meal frm yoshinoya... feel damm shiok... cheap thrill... hahaz... almost as shiok as moi attempt @ muggin e previous nite... @ least i tried okae... =)

met viz... suan... joycelyn... stardeed... did sum complex nos... its damm complex lor... hahaz... n dey were damm crappy lar... as usual... but gd attempt @ stardeein 4 moi lar... shld do it again sumtyme...

realised moi mom ish still havin e cold war wif moi n moi brudder... wad m i supposed 2 do manz... isnt she an adult...?? still behave lyke dat... sianz... sumone pls gimme an ans... haiz...

hanged out wif suan n viz 2dae... quite a while since i met up wif either one of dem... 2dae oso gd lar... meet up wif both @ one shot... saw sum interestin stuff... lyke e new becky n shit lyke dat... damm farnie... managed 2 get sum chem prac notes frm viz oso... den had dinner @ sumo bento wif da both of dem... sumo bento alrite lar... but still prefer e b4 renovation one... nicer... dunno y... miss goin dere wif keat n ben ben...
aniwae... 2 sum of u pple out dere... i STILL noe wad u did last summer... bWHAHAHAz... such a nice n fuzzy feelin... go die lar... =)
n 2 viz... pls leave a tag when u visit... @ least let moi noe dat i haf been honoured wif ur presence... =)
finalli... even though sum of u haf heard it b4... here goes... the long awaited...
QUOTE OF THE DAY
"I will hit you where it hurts most. And you can be assured that the hit will not land on you."
- Ho Zijie
ps. wad a kewl quote rite... i tink its damm zai... bWAHAHAHz... =)

realli 2 long neber do prac liaoz... damm off... haiz... nuthin much 2 sae lar... juz try moi best 4 wad dere ish left... wish moi all da best...

arsenal lost 2-0 to man u... i m sho veri sad... a ruud penalty n a rooney strike... haiz... man u plaed damm dirty... but wad can i sae...?? referee let dem mahz... dose whu shld be sent off din get sent off... dose whu shld get yellow card din get... rooney dive summore... haiz... pity arsenal plaed better... juz not deir dae... lost quite a bit... i rather go down wif e team den cash in on it... go arsenal~ hope dat dey will get over dis... n start another unbeaten run... n trash man u's ass in... until den... fark u man u... n arsenal rawks...

it was gd seein jiang... mother... sweet... kenzhang... been quite a while since i last saw dem... esp kenzhang n jiang... hahaz... NS brainwashed... deepli affected by it... guess NS gonna be part of moi lyfe soon... i dun wan... i dun wan dat horrible ting 2 happen... @ least not yet... cum 2 tink of it... make it now lar... get it over n done wif... dinner was alrite... company was gd... sakae was packed... oso dun realli noe wad 2 eat... aft dinner... sweet... mother... jiang... went 2 catch white chicks... kenzhang went 2 meet his gf... while i went 2 meet moi brudder... he waited frm 7... until 10+... power lar... wad can i sae... push everithin back by sho much... WTH onli... haiz... tyme 2 hit e bks... n hope it doesnt hit back... if not... im sho dead... not lyke i m not oreadi... =(

I WANT MY ENLISTMENT LETTER... AND I WANT IT NOW!!! i dun care... im spoilt... hahaz... dats sounds damm familiar... but yeah... i wan moi enlistment letter... i dun wanna wait another 1/2 yr or sumthin... i wanna go serve e country aft moi As... even though im not rdy 4 it... but dun wanna waste animore tyme... CMPB... dun slack lehz... tyme 2 wrk... get ur fatass movin 2 get dis fatass into army... I WANT MY LETTER!!! grrrr.... arrghz... screw it lar...

Sex, Drugs and Rock 'n' Roll
Speed, Weed and Birth Control
Life's a bitch and then you die
So Fuck the world and let's get high!!

datz sum kewl shit...

had a t28 bbq 2 go 2 2dae... but din managed 2... real sorrie abt dat guyz... pissed off moi mom @ e rong tyme... happie u guyz had lotsa fun... no worries... we'll meet up real soon...

completed moi 1st xbox game... finalli... STAR WARS: KNIGHT OF THE OLD REPUBLIC... completed it as a male jedi... on e lite side... quite fun lar... =)

haiz... its alwaes damm sad leavin a place aft bein dere lyke 4 quite a long tyme... esp sum place u make lotsa frenz... 4 moi case... its TC... been dere 4 long long tyme... maebe not long long super long... but long enuff 4 moi lar... well... when u gotta leave... u gotta leave... sadz sia... no more crappin wif duncan... ben... jon... kelvin... no more TCMP... no more "pay as u smoke our 2nd hand smoke offer"... no more "oh shit!" frm miss rose... no more "dance lah!" frm miss shivani... no more biscuit frm ann... no more high score challenges frm evon... no more laffin @ ranjit... no more little india visits wif ranjit n wana... no more subway wif moi gay partner james... no more motorcycle stories frm jackson... no more hugs frm sarah n leona... no more stares frm roland... no more "experience" from uncle jimmy... no more smiles frm auntie susan... no more bitch slap frm our floor manager... no more "teddy bear~" frm wendy... no more kewl shit frm bobby n khabir... no more "mr zijie" frm miss hetty... no more lameness frm suhaili n siti... no more "mr ho" frm sheker... sulaiman... darren... no more coupons frm macel... no more drinkin trips frm irene... no more game discussion wif marcos... no more gym trip invitations frm boss... no more tokin abt lyfe on e stairs wif nita n duncan... no more sweet smiles frm elle n raine... no more msn @ work... no more irritatin iderts on e fone... no more lotsa stuff @ TC animore... damm im gonna miss dat place... its lyke moi family... well... hope dat i wld get 2 see dem in a different state soon... when im better... 4 now... its stardees... A's... r... cummin... sianz... -_-"'

Dear Mr Lian Junming, if you are reading this, i would like to convey the message that i was sorry about what happened yesterday. I am apologetic for lending Dan Brown's Digital Fotress to Vincent and forgetting about it. My apologies for that. I hope that you will enjoy the X-Men novel instead. And just a gentle reminder, your tagboard does not work. I enjoyed your company yesterday. Yours Faithfully, Ho Zijie
ps. it realli feels weird ritin formalli... sho... as wad lian wld sae... BURN IN HELL!!!

miss rose was trainin us 4 another prepaid project 2dae... had sum queries... den kalled STM... wahz... cld die of laffin sia... e woman was horrible... keep repeatin... n not listenin 2 wad miss rose had 2 ask... hahaz... damm farnie... dere was a new inbound project... starhub ipo... looks damm fun sia... miss da inbound daes... *sobz*

hanged out wif ming 2dae... went 2 plae LAN... one of da tingz i cannot stand ish kids teachin moi how 2 plae... no. 1... i dunno u... no.2... ur e one whu wanna plae... no.3... dun nag @ moi... no.4 i noe how 2 plae... no.5... i tink i can bash ur nose in... sho kindli pls stop irritatin moi n move awae... ur cooperation ish deepli appreciated...

how sianz...?? arsenal drew wif bolton... cannot set record 4 best start... how sianz ...?? damm sianz...

caught raisin helen 2dae wif ann-marie @ cine... aint a bad show... not bad... quite nice... but not e blockbuster kind of movie... whr its lyke woahz... a veri simple story but able 2 make u feel e emotions of e character... njoyed moiself... n e company too... fun~... muz do it sumtyme again... =)

DAMM SIANZ... dis ish e 1st tyme manz... anione poured coke all over moi... not dat i was in e rong... i was @ e bus stop waitin 4 moi bus wif nurwana... tokin... n e nxt ting i knew... a cup of KFC coke flew @ moi... watonli lar... 1st tyme kena such shit... aniwae... cld see he was realli sorriez... guess i was juz in e rong place @ e rong tyme... juz hope dat such shit wun happen again...

i finalli gort moi xbox mod... shiok... thx 2 denny n sherman... kewl lar... all da games n all... nxt on e list... PS2... ming... when u r rdy... juz lemme noe dude... n i tink i noe wad jeff wld sae... its all abt personal responsibility... n i totalli agree...

another sat gone... tired sia... wkends seem sho short... saw nita's kids 2dae... damm cute... guess it runs in e family... bourne supremacy ish gd... caught it wif jeff... viz... kok... more actin... fightin n action okae lar... shows more of bourne's internal struggle... prefer bourne identity more 4 its action... tot e last car chase of supremacy was a little borin... din realli see a pt in it though... lookin 4ward 2 e 3rd part though... tink im gonna get e bks... cld be a gd read... of cos wun be as gd as dan brown though... im e new no.1 dan brown fan... aft e movie... went 2 xsquare... had a 4 player euro 2004 session... hahaz... fun... but confusin... finalli saw rachel lee in person 2dae... not bad lar... @ sum angles quite hot... @ others... not... its more of a personal pref lar... quite u lyke it... or u dun... im e one in between... =)

another victory 4 arsenal... 44... norwich-arsenal... 1-4... bergie ish damm gd... he alwaes seem 2 make an impact on e field... regardless of e duration... hafta admit lar... felt dat e ref was abit too lienient on arsenal... lauren cld haf been sent off... but look... im not complainin... norwich juz sway lar...

james... fark u james... im gonna design a brand new template n i will bitch slap u all e wae 2 hell wif it... =P

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY VIVIAN!!! may u stay happie n beautiful alwaes... =)
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY CLAYTON!!! yo bro... all da best in signals man... may u achieve wad ur hrt sets out to... =)

i alwaes dun put moi posts into e archive... but due 2 e popular demand of sumone whu keeps naggin moi to... NAHZ... i haf finalli done it... i noe how 2... okae... *bleahz* =P

me finalli gort moi maxonline 2dae... quite pissed wif moi bro... haiz... dun wanna go into details lar... tink i'll juz let it go... e maxonline guy ish an idert lor... totalli screwed up moi com... i had 2 do sho much firefightin n all... sianz... @ least its in e best state it has been 4 a hell long tyme... n dat idert din bring moi xbox voucher 2dae... sho hafta bring it tmr... sianz...

i m kinda pissed wif viera... tink most arsenal fans will agree wif moi... sure... u can be counted as our hero of dis era... but wanna go... go... wanna stay... stay... dun be a pussy n be decisive abt it... wads sho bad abt arsenal...?? wads sho gd abt real...?? suck balls lar viera... realli made sho mani pple disappointed wif u... if u go real... gd 4 u... hope u rot dere... if u stay... even better... make sure u make up 2 all ur fans whu u trted lyke dirt... until den... dun be a wuss lar viera...

2dae sianz 1/2 lar... was abit late 4 work... took cab... still abit late...haiz... tink abt $15+... sianz manz... den it was diana's last dae... n earli in e mornin she oreadi continued her foto takin frenzy... met nic n david 4 lunch... @ 1st wanted 2 go 4 buffet... den changed to cartel... den in e end changed 2 wrappamania... its not bad lar... e chips n sauce ish gd... dat i hafta sae... aniwae... took a tad longer 4 lunch... den had sum award ceremony in e aftnoon... sumthin which we get everi mth... aft dat was slackin... n was tokin cock 2 darren n sheker... dey r farkin lame... boss invited moi back 2 TC aft moi NS... i wanna learn lots of stuff dere... try moi hands @ different kind of tingz... near e end of e dae... received trainin 4 shell...duncan's little babie... bWAHAHAHZ... its moi 2nd project out of STM... finalli a change... gladli welcum it... tyme 4 change... stayed back aft work 4 OT... kelvin came... den tok cock... ben... kel... n duncan ish sho FOS... 1st tyme i laf sho hard dat i cannot even complete moi kall... gonna tio CCF again lar... sianz manz... dis guyz ar... ben n miss rose left earli... den i... kel... n duncan went 4 a snack... den tok tok @ cartel... duncan trt both of us... feel paisei lar... alwaes makin him trt... but it was grt... juz tokin... kel feelin kinda down... maebe one of his lower patches durin TC now... but hope he will pull tru lar... lyke wad i wld sae... juz relac... n everithin wld be fyne... =)

2dae ish liping jie last dae... saw her runnin in... den clock in... hahaz... @ least earli on e last dae of work... gave moi sweets summore... sho nice... thx jie~... aniwae... she n diana went foto takin siaoz... takin fotos everi single step of da dae... 1st tyme realli tok 2 roland... he looks fierce n stern lar... but he's a damm nice guy... damm lame oso... can tell frm him n kelvin... gort lots 2 learn frm him sia... full of exp... aniwae... kel n jonathan too eng liaoz... came back all da wae frm tuas... den i was slackin wif duncan when i heard a familiar voice makin bdae kalls... its was miss rose... made moi feel bad lor... dat even e team lead was doin sumthin n i was slackin... sho i oso did OT... she cunnin lar she... evil ploy... left wif duncan n kel... den we juz tok all da wae 2 YCK whr i gort off... den i continued readin DAN BROWN's ANGELS AND DEMONS... wad can i sae...?? cept dat its a blardy gd bk...

wahz... xiala... too long neber blog liaoz... feel wierd sia... dis ish 4 all moi jiji-holics out dere... cheerios... da man ish back... aniwae... was listenin 2 jay chou's new album 2dae... @ 1st... not veri nice lar... but lyke e rest of jay's album... muz listen a few tymes b4 it sounds damm gd lar... sho far all e songz r gd... one of moi fav ish qi li xiang... nice~... tv supposed 2 cum 2dae... but din haf stock... sho maebe cumin tmr... arrghz... one more dae sia... leona made shepherd's pie... its blardy gd... thx 4 e trt gal... aft work pei liping jie 2 e station... den i went shoppin... hahaz... not 4 clothes but 4 music n books... bought a number of books n cds... spent abt $100... damm sianz... kinda decrease moi wealth but feel satisfied lar... sho happie abt it... aniwae... take care christie... n hope u cum out wif e idea soon... dun wanna spoil ur surprise 4 e rest of e world... to mr lek ah keat... nxt tyme wanna meet juz kall moi a tad earlier...

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY JUNMING!!! yo... best bud... ur 19th bdae ish finalli here... n even though u r sufferin in camp now... hafta wish u all da best... will meet up wif u when u're out... until den... take care... =)

stayed back aft wrk 2dae... slacked ard wif e TC guys... had a guyz talk... insightful... fun... learn lots of stuff... learnt more abt each of dem more n more... came home 2 a spoilt tv 2dae... dat ish how sianz...?? sho damm veri sianz lar... i wan moi TV...

went 4 e 30th inverstiture wif tham 2dae... hafta sae it looks gd... better den e one we had... but proud 4 dem... saw dennis oso... hahaz... he sho farkin free... hahaz... jokin... aniwae... gd 2 see sho mani of da previous councillors... lyke wad dey sae... once a councillor... alwaes a councillor...